I am so thankful for many things in my life! My wonderful husband and I made a deal last night. It was past 9:00 pm. He said just go...! I was contemplating a late night workout at the RFC. So, I said, "If I go workout and get to bed by 11:00 pm, will you let me sleep in until 7:00 am?" Without hesitation, he said "of course!"
SWEET!!
So, I headed to the RFC. I was the only person working out at 10:15 pm. THE ONLY PERSON IN TOWN!! First of all, that made me feel like a big time loser! But, then I thought about how thankful I was that I am able to use my ability of running to calm the stresses that are to come the next 4 days.
Needless to say, I was exhausted this morning AND Matt woke me up at 7:30 am!!!!
I am thankful for my husband, he is my best friend and he loves me even though I have a few quirks. (I only have a few :)
I am thankful for my amazing son. For he is the reason I have this blog and the reason I am proud of myself today. He keeps me going and has taught me to see life in a completely different way! A better way!
I am thankful for our family's! You know those few quirks I have? Yeah, they still love me and support me through those tough days we have! I love you all so much!
I am thankful for my nephew's Logan and Cohen, niece Brynley, baby nephew Fisher on his way, and baby Marshall on the way! You all bring the kid out of me again! Words can't describe how much I love each and every one of you!!
I am thankful for all my friends! You get me through my day! I have the most amazing best friend Genie. Yes, we even have matching bogs. I have been blessed to gain 2 really amazing friends Cassie and Amanda. They too know my every quirk, stress, silliness and secrets!!
I am thankful for this amazing sunshine that is coming through my house. It is so beautiful! It was so nice of it to highlight my dusty furniture that was just dusted 2 days ago!
Carsen and I ate breakfast (that daddy made:) and then went straight to bed and cuddled. He snuggled right into me and had the most amazing "thank you" smile on his face. His long lashes and beautiful colored eyes peeked at me from time to time with that smile. I am so thankful that God blessed me with the most lovable little boy.
Happy Thanksgiving! We have so much to be thankful for! Sometimes, it is just hard to find the time or energy to find it! Enjoy your beautiful day!
Off to put up the Christmas tree!!
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
Silly songs!
I am not a singer. In fact, the first time I had to sing to Carsen I made sure no one would hear me. I made sure that no one was in the house or even out side. The words came out very softly and very unsure, "youuu are my sunshine" Wow, that was hard!
I am doing a little better today. So good, that I am posting a video of Carsen from today. My singing is not better but I have been able to let go of my singing insecurity so that you can see Carsen's giggles. Is he laughing at me when I sing? Maybe so. I am glad I can make him laugh! I have to share this because he is so happy!
I am doing a little better today. So good, that I am posting a video of Carsen from today. My singing is not better but I have been able to let go of my singing insecurity so that you can see Carsen's giggles. Is he laughing at me when I sing? Maybe so. I am glad I can make him laugh! I have to share this because he is so happy!
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| I just love this pic of him from this morning! |
Christmas Wish list!
It has been a while! Finally nice to get a chance to sit down, watch the snowflakes fall, and listen to little Carsen scooting around with numerous toys.
Life is always busy isn't it? I feel like lately I can hardly keep up. The stresses of multiple family gatherings are even stressing me out! Both of our families mean the world to me but lately I have had to choose to put some things on hold for a bit. I am learning to put Carsen first. Well, I guess I have already learned that since the day he was born. I am talking about making Carsen my main priority here. Not just a priority, but my constant priority! The first thought that enters my brain when I get up in the morning is "who wrote on their blog?" "what should I bake today?" "What gifts should I buy for all my adorable nephews and niece?" He needs to be my constant priority this holiday season!!
Lately, I am getting distracted by multiple things around me that seem more fun than therapy at home. With all these distractions I have come up with a plan. This is like my 10,000th plan in the last 3 years. I constantly change to keep things fun and simple. We have been enjoying going to the RFC to bring Carsen in his gait trainer. He runs around that gym like a little toddler boy. The only thing difference is that he needs his trainer to hold him up.
With all new things, new stresses appear.
We are getting more stares and more pitiful smiles. We can handle that, we really can. But, it breaks my heart to see people pity us.
Matt asked me what I wanted for Christmas this year. I told him, "I want to see Carsen walk." That was a stupid answer...ha ha I know! But, that is what I really, really want. A good friend posted on her blog something that meant so much to me. Speaking about her son who also has low muscle tone, she said "Please think of little Abram and his journey to reach four years; if unkind thoughts drift into your head or out your lips about someone who is different. Then, say a quick prayer for them, because they need all of the help that they can get."
She didn't just request a prayer, she stated a "quick prayer."
My Christmas list changed. All I want for Christmas is a "quick prayer" every chance we are seen with Carsen, followed by a smile. We are happy to see him walk in his gait trainer. We are proud parents.
So, even if I can't get what I really want for Christmas, please keep us in your prayers this holiday season. We have a few extra priorities this winter and need every ounce of energy to give my ALL to Carsen!
Life is always busy isn't it? I feel like lately I can hardly keep up. The stresses of multiple family gatherings are even stressing me out! Both of our families mean the world to me but lately I have had to choose to put some things on hold for a bit. I am learning to put Carsen first. Well, I guess I have already learned that since the day he was born. I am talking about making Carsen my main priority here. Not just a priority, but my constant priority! The first thought that enters my brain when I get up in the morning is "who wrote on their blog?" "what should I bake today?" "What gifts should I buy for all my adorable nephews and niece?" He needs to be my constant priority this holiday season!!
Lately, I am getting distracted by multiple things around me that seem more fun than therapy at home. With all these distractions I have come up with a plan. This is like my 10,000th plan in the last 3 years. I constantly change to keep things fun and simple. We have been enjoying going to the RFC to bring Carsen in his gait trainer. He runs around that gym like a little toddler boy. The only thing difference is that he needs his trainer to hold him up.
With all new things, new stresses appear.
We are getting more stares and more pitiful smiles. We can handle that, we really can. But, it breaks my heart to see people pity us.
Matt asked me what I wanted for Christmas this year. I told him, "I want to see Carsen walk." That was a stupid answer...ha ha I know! But, that is what I really, really want. A good friend posted on her blog something that meant so much to me. Speaking about her son who also has low muscle tone, she said "Please think of little Abram and his journey to reach four years; if unkind thoughts drift into your head or out your lips about someone who is different. Then, say a quick prayer for them, because they need all of the help that they can get."
She didn't just request a prayer, she stated a "quick prayer."
My Christmas list changed. All I want for Christmas is a "quick prayer" every chance we are seen with Carsen, followed by a smile. We are happy to see him walk in his gait trainer. We are proud parents.
So, even if I can't get what I really want for Christmas, please keep us in your prayers this holiday season. We have a few extra priorities this winter and need every ounce of energy to give my ALL to Carsen!
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| Enjoying our morning "workout" |
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